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Miss Ruth Bertsch
"I have to tell you, the
President has been shot."
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Our
English teacher, Miss Ruth Bertsch, asked the class to read an
Edgar Allen Poe story aloud. The first student in the first row
read a paragraph and then the student behind her picked up the story,
and so on. Several paragraphs into the reading another teacher
opened the classroom door and asked Miss Bertsch to step out into the
hallway. Miss Bertsch told the class to continue reading and left.
As the reading reached the boy seated next to me, the classroom
public address speaker popped on, playing eerie music. The kids in
the class thought it was humorous since it complimented our Poe
reading.
The
music continued as Miss Bertsch came back in and walked to the front
of the room. "I have to tell you," she said, "the
President has been shot." The classroom fell silent.
In my
mind, I imagined something like the McKinley shooting: a guy walking
up to President Kennedy and shooting him at close range in the chest
or abdomen. I was, at this time, unaware there had been a motorcade.
For some reason, I figured the President was just wounded. McKinley
didn't survive his shooting but this was 1963; we had great doctors,
great medicine and surely they would do anything to care for the
President of the United States.
The
eerie music that filled the room became a news report. It had a lot
of confusion, a lot of talk and not much information. The only
significant facts were that President Kennedy had been riding in a
motorcade, was shot, taken to the hospital and there was no word from
the doctors there. There was still hope – things would be OK.
The
bell rang and we all filed out. I walked the silent halls to my
history class. Loren Comstock, the teacher, was a competitive
bodybuilder who had won the 1958 Mr. Indiana contest. As the
students settled into their seats he sat on the corner of his desk
and said, "Let's just listen. However it turns out, this is
history."
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Mr. Loren Comstock
"However it turns out,
this is history."
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The
news reports continued to be confusing and did not provide a lot of
information. Hope and despair ebbed and flowed. Then a reporter came
on with this: "Two priests who came to the hospital have come
back out. They said they administered Last Rights to President
Kennedy and also said the President is dead."
That
was the moment I knew. It wasn't official but I knew the priests
wouldn't lie. Only the smallest fading spark of hope remained. It
was still a long and excruciating wait for the official word.
Finally, it came. My mind was numb and swimming in disbelief that
such a thing could happen in our country.
I
remember very little about the rest of the school day. I heard
someone say the band members had been practicing in a room that did
not have a PA system. They apparently came out of the room laughing,
joking and tooting their horns as others questioned their antics
until they learned the band students didn't know what was going on.
The bus ride home was long and quiet.
That
evening my family sat around the television watching Air Force One return to Washington. I belonged to a slot car racing club that met
on Friday nights. I called another member, found out guys were
showing up, so I decided to go. I thought it might help to get away
from the somber events of the day. It didn't. Members just sat
around and talked about their experiences earlier that day. We tried
to do a little work on the cars but didn't get much done. We called
off the races and I went home.
Saturday
was a blur of TV and other activities around the house. I went
shopping with my mother and remember being at a strip-mall with news
about the events surrounding the assassination playing on speakers
outside.
Sunday,
I went with my parents and brother to my aunt and uncle's place about
40 miles north of our home. While we were riding up there, the news
bulletin came on the radio that Lee Harvey Oswald had been shot.
Again, there was no word of his condition but it wasn't long before
we heard that he also had died. A weekend of unreal events had just
become more bizzare.
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North Central High School, Indianapolis, Indiana |
They
canceled school on Monday and I watched the events leading up to the
funeral and the funeral itself. As clear today in my mind as it was
then: ghostly black and white images of the procession, the flyover,
the prayers, folding of the flag, the presentation to the frail Mrs.
Kennedy standing next to Bobby and the lighting of the eternal flame.
Most notably, I remember the bugle
r playing taps flubbing a note in
the piece. Later news reports said he had done it on purpose as a
tribute to the fallen President. I heard later this is not the case
but that some buglers since have done the same thing as a tradition.
Tuesday it was back to school. Again, things were a blur. I don't remember
much in the aftermath. One thing, we were in a new high school, the
first year it had been opened. The gymnasium was not yet completed
so we held all the basketball games in the old school. I can
remember it being decorated in black mourning crepe.
The
famed Zapruder film was not available right away. It was only as
Life Magazine published the
frames of the film in bits and pieces and,
later, as the film itself came out that people learned how grisly the
scene was and, frankly, how hopeless it was the President could
have survived.
November
22, 1963, stands out in my memory more so than any other day: more
than the Challenger or Columbia disasters, more than a string of
tragedies since. Only September 11, 2001 comes close in terms of
intensity, a date that those younger than I am can relate to like the
Kennedy assassination as that instant when an entire nation of people
knew exactly where they were and what they were doing at that single
moment in time.
~SLH
Epilog: Mr. Comstock went on to become an Indianapolis attorney and here is shown being interviewed in 2018 about one of his cases. Miss Bertsch (Ruth E. Bertsch Stilwell) passed away in 2012 at the age of 93.